Wed
Jul
1
“ You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” -B’Marley.
We go our seperate ways. Left with nothing but irreplaceable memories, and irreplaceable happiness. But i’m glad that your happy. It’s all i ever wanted, regardless of who you are with. Just remember to be strong, and keep your head up. I’ll catch you when you fall no matter what. I’ll always be here. I’ll always love you.
Who knows? Maybe later down the road we can re-spark what we once had. Since we both know what to do, and what not to do. Hopefully we can, I’d love that. But for now, I wish you the best of luck. And I hope your happy. =) Because you being happy, makes me happy.
This goes out to Chelsea Rachelle Gierhart.
I love you, 4always&4eve. HellaLovexInfinity+1.
<310 Till infinity. No doubt.
Much Love, One Love, God Bless.
-Jeff Mejia.
Mon
Jun
29
Could be because of many situations.
-So many questions left unanswered.
-That bond, and real close relationship you had with that person.
-The feeling of comfort and trust you have with ONE special individual that you know is way different than the bond you have with friends.
-Caring for her.
-Letting yourself vulnerable and gave your all to her, only to find out it didn’t last long or wasn’t enough.
-That guilty concious feeling of knowing that you had done something wrong to lead to this situation.
-Cyrus Tolentino
If its a situation of her trying to move on and let go of you, then you should do the same, as hard as it is. Maybe it only seems as if she’s playing with your emotions just because of what you see her do, but in reality, your doing that to yourself. If she seems to be “falling” for someone else, its a hint of needing to let go of something no matter how special it is to you. You can still love her, care for her, but just in a distance. Just fighting yourself back in while her walls are closed on you is just a way of being a bit, “stalkerish” or a creeper. Don’t be the one chasing her, no matter how bad it seems, no matter how bad the guy seem to be. If the guy is bad, and treats her bad, she’ll realize it herself. That’s why we all learn from our mistakes. But sometimes, WE think the other guy is bad, only because we know we want that girl to be with us, but in reality, he’s a good guy too, doing his best to do his part for her, and that’s what SHE sees.
So, just let it go, no matter how hard it is. Keep yourself occupied, with friends, family, and go out and meet new people. You might bump into someone sooner or later that you’ll feel something for. But that’s all up to you also, if you decide to keep your walls closed for anyone else other than her. But it’s something to face, reality, knowing that it might not happen anymore.
-Cyrus Tolentino
Mon
Jun
22
Ched weekend. Chillin with the fams! Aint no party like a gbs party. Haha. Went swimming, got MAD DARK! Cut off my maine of hair, and feeling good. But, time to snap back to reality. It’s all ched tho bro. It was nice to have fun tho, i aint laughed that hard inna long while. =)
Haha, i miss the bay already. =( S’all ched tho bro.
Sometimes reality sucks, only when its a bad time. Hah, but when its a good time, i’m glad reality is being real, and not a dream.
Still tired from the trip tho, barely got any sleep. When i did, it was just for like 3 hours or so. AHHH! NOT GOOD! Haha.
Well i’ll check ya later tumblr. Im finna K.O! Woooh.
Tue
Jun
16
Kills. Heated the whole night, and its fucking gay. >=/
Fuckin’ pullin that shit off as if it’s funny. Nigga Wtf.
Whatever tho man. Still mad tho to the max, even woke up from like a 4 hour nap
hella mad. Fuck this shit. Ruined week, seriously.
There’s only a few things that can bring me up. Sadly, sometimes it’s hard to contact that ray of happiness. But the thought of that ray of happiness brings me up. =)
Bay trip this friday. How fun. Should be interesting on the way there, and back. ha. Whatever.
Sat
Jun
13
“A trail with no obstacle, leads you no where”
-Mikko C.
True words indeed. After every up, is every down. Since i’ve already hit rock bottom, the only place left to go is up. So here’s my prayer.
Dear God,
I know it’s a hard time for me right, and i know everything is still blurry mode. I pray to you that we make it through, and that everything will be better. That both of us come out stronger then before, and pull through everything we both are going through right now. I know things are getting crazy, but guide us to the right path. Lead us through this trail, with all of these obstacles so that both of us can make it out with our heads held high, and the past in the past. I pray for the strength we both need to make it out of this. And i know we will make it out of this. Thank you lord for everything you’ve done already. I highly appreciate it. Now it’s time for another trial that you are giving me lord. And i know, you’ll be here, for both of us. I love you Lord. Amen.
Thanks for the support last night Mikko, Highly appreciated.
Much Love, One Love, God Bless.
Fri
Jun
12
Hay all Of you im GAY AND I SUCK BIG DICKS BIG
LIKE DIGGYS DICK
AND I HATE EVERYONE CAUSE IM GAY AND RIGHT NOW
IM CHEATING ON MY GIRLFRIEND WITH GUYS CaUSE IM GAY
HACK HACK HACK HACK HACK HACK
BY DIGGY
WAPANA!!!!
WAPANA!!!!
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