YEAH BUDDY

I hope everything is okay...=/

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 09:46:51 -0500

I hate it when were like this. All mad at eachother and stuff. Not talking to each other. =/ Sigh. But I’m the one to blame..I always mess things up. And I’m sorry that I do mess things up. =/

I miss...

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:15:09 -0500

cuddling with you
watching scary movies at night with you
You and me days, no one else but us
taking afternoon naps with you
our late night talks about the most random things ever
talking on the phone with you till’ 6 in the morning then falling asleep
you cutting the circulation in my hand cause you held it to hard. LOL (:
us laying at the park, just reminiscing about the good time
us making memories to reminisce about
taking pictures with you
kissing you non stop on your cheeks, and you turning red
wrestling with you
your long hugs & kisses
you holding me from behind
holding you from behind
your singing voice
talking to jenny about the 101 things i love about you<3
chillin at the park with you
making baby jeffy & baby chelsea love
you<3

Jeffy&Chelsea 4always&4eve<33 HellaLovexInfinity+1 Fasho!

You know.

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:42:25 -0500

Even though growing up means getting used to change, sometimes change isn’t something we all like. I still kinna like it. Learning as I go you know?

That’s how I feel with my bebs<3. I think the reason why we fought a lot was because we started to change, and couldn’t accept new ways. So used to the way things used to be. It’d be nice to bring some of those ways back, but I don’t mind trying out a new way. Ya know? Like maybe one day my bebs and I just want a whole day to just beat each other up. LOL! Which I’m sure she wouldn’t mind, she loves beating me up then cuddling with me after. (: Which, I don’t mind at all. Change is something we have to accept. It may take a while, but we pull through. And the only way change can be good, is if your open minded about it. And compare points of view.
So yeah, I don’t mind that my bebs and I are growing, and changing. Were changing for the better. To build a stronger relationship then ever before. (: You gotta break to build. <3
I love you babe, We’ll make it through our hard times, and live up our good times. Promise. (:

icanread: (by immissingyou) Word..=/

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:31:42 -0500

icanread:

(by immissingyou)

Word..=/

Only slept for a few hours.

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 11:05:01 -0500

6am-730am to be exact.

So weak right now, can barely type. I need sleeep. =(
Ahhhh!

Insomniaa.

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 04:58:20 -0500

Boy’s Feelings at 2:00 am

Cold
Lonely
Can’t sleep
Miss her like crazy
Crying
Scared
Worried
Blaah

Happy birthday baby, hope you had a good one.

Insomnia ain’t the business breh. Crying while i’m up, i can’t seem to sleep. I’m super frickin cold, but the heater is on blast? My body feels numb. Ice cream sounds good as a reliever right now. My mind is stuck on her, but she won’t answer. I still need to ice my hand but to lazy to do it. Its still swollen.

Sigh. =/ what a night…

This weekend.

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 21:57:33 -0400

Should be a blast. (:
Weekend with my babes, Its her birthday btw, don’t forget !
Get some candy, hand with my bebs, eat candy, hang with my bebs.

Did i mention hanging with my bebs?! (:
I love her !

Well imma finish homework, And text my babes.
lates.

..hands still swollen. =(

Strawberry Banana x KFC = breakfast.

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 14:49:36 -0400

Weekend plans.

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 21:22:15 -0400

Carve pumpkins with theee bebs<3
Then Hang out with theee bebs, then homework maybe.
Try to get money for a J.A Tux. Oh and did i mention hang with my babes?!

(:

Hopefully a good weekend.

Cause she’s cute, and I love her<3<310 Fasho....

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 21:07:00 -0400

Cause she’s cute, and I love her<3
<310 Fasho. 4always & 4eve, HellaLovexInfinity+One.
Allll day.

PEACE LOVE AND CHELSEA<3

I miss my babes<3

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 16:36:11 -0400

Poem Post #1

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 22:29:43 -0400

Sittin, in this room with an ambiguous mind stage
Workin hard in my life, but only getting paid the minimum wage
Time flies by, askin myself why did i change?
I wanna end this chapter in my life and turn to the next page.

Can’t help but ask, Why did God choose me?
He said ” My son, I’ve set your destiny”
And that’s to become a better me for eternity
Because only I can be my own worst enemy

A little some some. Haven’t written in a while, and I guess I still got it. (: Hope you like. It’s just a little nibble, but I think it’s good. Something about how my life seems to be going right now. So I hope you like this little nibble. (:
I’ll post more later. Still writing.

I’ll try to come up with an acoustic background and youtube it for you guys. (:

Success is like lust, she’s good for the touchShe’s good for the moment, but she`s...

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 21:12:29 -0400

Success is like lust, she’s good for the touch
She’s good for the moment, but she`s never enough
Everybody`s had her, she`s nothing like V
But success is all i got, unfortunately.

Jay-Z-History.
Alll daaayy. (:

Props to raff-I-Ill. Hahah !

Times like these.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 09:38:02 -0400

I wish my pride never stepped in my way..
I feel like an idiot right now, and I can’t seem to stop beating myself up.

=/ *sigh*
Last night was a very hard night for me..Fell asleep crying..
But as of Today and for a while, Insomnia will prolly kick in like none other.

Aaahhh, this sucks.
I wish that I can just NOT make mistakes, and just do right.
I’m so stupid..Or atleast I wish life had a “Pause & Review” button.
So that when I pause, i can just review what right & wrong I’m doing. Fix it, and make it better.

Bleeehhhh, I feel shitttyy.

Oct. 10, 2009. Saturday Blog.

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 00:02:52 -0400

Dear Oct. 10,

By far the worst ever. So much for a happy saturday right? NOT! Sucked balls to the max.
Only thing that made my day were Peanut M&M’s; But that was a very transient satisfaction..

Whatever. Glad I’m going home tomorrow tho, Oregon was AIGHT. Wasn’t the best. Seeing Jay slide into the poool was pretty funny tho, not going to lie. Hahahahha.

Happy 19th month bebs. If you care i guess. Your not texting back. >=/
But whatever, You prolly don’t because your prolly mad at me about something.

Peaaace out thenn nigggasss.

Hope you guys are having a great asssss Oct. 10. I’m not.

You can bring your crewBut we remain trueMothafcka still balllin Till the day I Die. Mothafcka still...

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 02:09:57 -0400

You can bring your crew
But we remain true
Mothafcka still balllin
Till the day I Die.

Mothafcka still ballin.

-I Love this song.

Cudddy Love<3 Love you cuzzinnn, hahah. (: Mommy Jing’s...

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 00:26:44 -0400

Cudddy Love<3

Love you cuzzinnn, hahah. (:
Mommy Jing’s Wedding x Lyn Lyn’s Birthday Bash x Family Reunion
All Daaay breh, Alll dayyy.

Feeling very apathetic as of now.

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 18:42:55 -0400

” I met this really sexy guy last night. I was driving...

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 09:44:03 -0400

” I met this really sexy guy last night.
I was driving next to him.
Oh I’d tap that! Oh my goodness! WOOOH!”

Ladies & Gentle, Taylor Lautner acting gay. HAHA !

Lock & Load Goals.

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 23:18:40 -0400

Eat healthier, and stop being fat. (: P90X HERE I COME!
4.0 this year baby.
Long hair status. So far so good.
Find a way to make steady cash.
Make up English Credit from Freshman year w/ steady money i will attempt to get. BYU HERE I COME AS WELL. (: if not..WOLF HERE I COME.
Buy Chelsea her dunks for her Bday. (;

Locked and Loaded breh. It’s on.